why is it called mary jane?

An American term for a kind of strap shoe or sandal. In the past, typically it has low heels, broad and rounded closed toes. Usually worn by young girls but in modern times, it is worn by all ages. Formal wear if worn by girls, informal for women..

Hmmm.which category do I belong to eh? ahahahaha

this look like my shoes when I was in high school...guess this is for the girls

this is HOT! minus the blue hues on the heels la...apart from that this pair is to die for...gotta get one of these soon..

on another note, lately...>

*everytime I stare to the computer screen, my eyes started to swell with tears...why this?? ~mata penat ka?~

*as it is almost the end of the semester and just counting the days to school break, there is nothing much to do at school. ~am so damn bored~

*it seems that everything is BORING ~this include eating, sleeping, exercising...~ practically everything

*time pass by very slow..indeed VERY SLOW!

*this is the first time that I felt so bored even though I got access to the net and could watch cable anytime I can

*stagnant..that's the word.

*again, why is it called Mary Jane??

imprisoned for 24 years by your dad

The children locked in the basement never saw the light of day for years. A retired electrician has confessed to imprisoning his daughter for 24 years and fathering seven children with her in a windowless cell sealed by an electronic keyless-entry system, police said Monday.


"He admitted that he locked his daughter ... in the cellar, that he repeatedly had sex with her, and that he is the father of her seven children," Polzer told The Associated Press


click here to read more of this animal-like father..

I just don't know what's going on with the world today...

Marie Digby...exotic look at its best

Digby, whose mother is Japanese and father is Irish-American, is the eldest of three siblings including her sisters; Naomi (born December 12, 1985) and Erina (born August 8, 1987). She began writing songs in high school in LA and after graduating, spent one year at the University of California, Berkeley before leaving college to concentrate on music full-time. She came into the public light in 2004 after winning the Pantene Pro-Voice Music Competition with her autobiographical song "Miss Invisible".<sup>[2][3]

read more here --> marie digby

well, she is definitely a winner. great looks and talent as well. the exotic look of mix parentage really gives her a BIG advantage..
but read up on the controversy part of her. Stories on how she lied that she was not a signed artist and was just a struggling newcomer promoting her stuff on youtube.com</sup>






do you come to realize or not, that songs from artist like marie digby, colbie cailat and jack johnson is really making a big stamp in the music scene these days

bull-Sh*t-ology

TECHNOLOGY

Q. What is your wallpaper on your

computer?

*hoops and yoyo

Q. How many televisions you have in

your house?

*just two...oh..its actually 3

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?

*kanan kanan kanan

Q. Have you ever had anything removed

from your body?

*hmmm...none for the moment

Q. What is the last heavy item you

lifted?

*penyapu...ahahaha

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?

*none that i remember

BULLSHITOLOGY

Q. If it were possible, would you want

to know the day you were going to die?

*I am not God, there are limitations in things that we should know

Q. If you could change your name, what

would you change it to?

*Not change..but i'd like a chinese name..a surname is just mediocre..ahaha

Q. What color do you think looks best

on you?

*rainbow...ahahaha..macam 70's hippies time pula

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food

item?

*erm...am civilized enough not to do that

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same

sex for $100?

*why should I waste my time doing this where I can be paid more for kissing the opposite sex..ahahaha

Q. Would you allow one of your little

fingers to be cut off for $200,000?

*are you nuts?

Q. Would you never blog again for

$50,000

*maybe if you consider doubling up the offer, then we will talk

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine

for $250,000?

*again consider increasing the offer, then we will sit down and talk

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of

hot sauce for $1000?

*alahai...stupid job..maybe on fear factor with more money

Q. Would you, without fear of

punishment, take a human life for

$1,000,000?

*I don't do the act of God

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?

*no pocket

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good

movie?

*din watch

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in

your house?

*carpet on my floor

Q: Do!!you sit or stand in the shower?

*ahahahahaha...shitty question

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you

own?

*none..i only borrow..hahaha

Lastology

Q: Last person who texted you?

*hmmmmmm..

Q: Last person who called u?
*hmmmmm

Q: Person you hugged?

*does my pillow counts

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Numbers?

* 13

Q: Season?

* tiada

Q: Color?

*again y ask same question..bodoh ka

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?

*yea

Q: Mood?

*so so

Q: Listening to?

*kipas pusing2

Q: Watching?

*none

Q: Worrying about?

*bila mau pigi mandi ni

Q: Wearing?

*baju la wat the heck???

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?

*living room and sambung tidur there

Q: What can you not wait to do?

*mandi!

Q: Do you smile often?

*hmmmm..a fake one yea..always

Q: Are you a friendly person?

*depends

monday blues~

raja petra on tv1

long live the freedom of speech

watch and judge for yourself *just in case you missed last night's show*

untuk orang sakit mata

something that might soothe your eyes..

1. THREE NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE?

~andre, andre, andre

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?

~happy by Mocca

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?

~alahai..soalan bodoh..midnite tidur la..takkan jogging

4. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT

WITH? WHERE?

~siapa siapa saja

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE

WEARING NOW?

~black ... mysterious black..wakaka

6. THE LAST THING U DID?

~bila? apa punya soalan..

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?

~my bed, my hp, my laptop

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?

~pink, blue, red, white...and all the colors of the rainbow. haha

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?

~top secret and confidential, I don't declare my harta online.keke

10. HOW'S LIFE?

~inspiring i must say

11. YOUR FAVORITE CITY?

~for now, it's gonna be...uhm... Joan's City

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?

~play with my new toy..again..ahaha.

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR

MOM?

~tadi

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?

~snoring ..wahahha

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED

TO YOUR PARENTS?

~tadi juga..ok wat

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED

U?

~check la my handphone

17. WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LAST

NIGHT?

~last nyte no dinner..had dinner while driving back from KK..literally dinner on the go

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?

~hmmm...

19. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR

FRIENDS?

~i dun borrow borrow stuff la..i just take

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?

~ahahaha..din expect this one to come up..why need cheap publicity here

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?

~mao tidur...huhu

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?

~share wat...my bed? cant tell ya

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?

~a secret is something that no one shud know..apa la

25. DO THEY KEEP UR SECRET?

~and again..a dumb one

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?

~ada..some one dat call me a chicken..am not just a chicken..am a HOT chicken..hahaha

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?

~double cheeseburger

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?

~sad..hmmmm

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?

~no monday blues, and please NO assembly in the afternoon..hahaha..and NO meetings.. I hate meetings

just like a little girl

i have my new toy and yeah, just like a little girl, I just can't get enough of it. There is still a lot of experimentations and readings have to be done. I don't even know the fundamentals of it. But, wth, I just want to do it.

and this is how I spent my weekend. Exam time almost here, so after am done setting the exam questions for the kids, I am just so happy that I do have the time to waste. muahahaha.

Went to watch the Remaja and Open State Taekwondo Championship at Maksak Hall on saturday. Met up with old friends, *yeah, am so round and fat now since I stop training for taekwondo, and adding to my inferiority, my friends are still fit and kicking a**..damn ~

and I was so surprised to see one of my friend has a son already...almost 3 months old..that baby is SO chubby!

and oh, that is not the mother yang dukung..the mom is in the picture below...Josephine Kung. Former Remaja State Champion in the 90s..she was a referee at this tournament now.well, so many things had changed over the years. Kids that I haven't seen quite a while are so grown up already and some even finish high school and that left me feeling SUPER old..alahai!

anyway, the fact that I could earn my own money and could spent my first gaji to buy this for the family made me so proud of myself juga la. Some may want to splurge on other things for their first pay but I SO wanted to buy a fully automated machine for home. Funny isn't it? This machine has existed for years but my family never did want to buy this until this year.


and again, best of all, I finally got my SONY a100. not a high end dslr but I guess it's enough for me. being a newbie on this, i need to start somewhere anyway right. *on loan ba actually this, hahaha, lucky my dad wanna help, so gotta pay him la later, if not finish my whole month's pay..huhuhu*

~URGH..the gemuk me...and here are some maiden shots from Mr a100

the untamed mess in my living room..forever therejenglot comel! my graduation day gifts leftover

the vegetable yang layu...too long inside the refrigerator. lazy to cook

and two of my favourite things in my room
aromatherapy oil burner and Ms Bunga-bunga

just want to be stupid for a while

I just can't understand why there are people who seems to be SO EXTREMELY stupid. and this apply to those individuals who are under the care of my hands to be the assets of the country in the future.

I only changed the number in a question, and asked them to answer the very SIMILAR question by referring to the earlier example. Damn..itu pun betul2 tidak boleh jawab.

So, this is how if I am very stupid answering these

1) Last time u slept?
*I lost count...akakaka

2) what do u do when u're bored?
*kick my dog

3) love is?
*oh no, I gotta buy a dictionary!

4) what time is it right now? and what
are you doing right this moment?
*it is time for me to watch TV but I am typing this

5) last person u talk on the phone?
*ermmm..no one is on the phone, they are in the phone

6) if ur in hollywood, who would you
want to be with?
*shah rukh khan...ahahaha..seriously daniel meade from betty

7) currently using pc or notebook?
*wat are those?

8) last time u drove?
*drove my ***** wild

9) fresh orange or plain water?
*cola

10) name one person u hate the most?
*AC pengacara AF tu..doi mintapuji saja

11) what colour of shirt are u wearing
rite now?
*red

12) currently listening to?
*TV

13) ur fav food?
*for now it is sushi..craving for it

14) last time you cried?
*cried? who would do that?

15) why?
*again don't answer me with a why?

16) do dreams come true?
*depends on wat dream..wet dreams never did

17) love ur dad?
*oooooooooooo

18) one person to make u laugh
everytime u see her/him?
*hmmmmmmmm

19) best reality tv shows?
*my life..soon to be on air

20) yahoo or google?
*yoogle..fusion!

21) if u got lost in the middle of
KL,who will you call?
*the prime minister...

22) best place ever?
*best for what?

23) sex?
*is a very interesting activity

24) who is the last person you saw?
*person eh? banyak o

25) can u play guitar?
*trust these fingers what they can do

26) what was the last drink you drank?
*air la apa lagi

27) if u can be a musician who would
you like to be?
*siapa2 saja la.alicia keys maybe

28) who r u?
*jessica alba..haha

29) mcd or kfc?
*long live the Mc

30) before end this survey, do you have
anything to say?
*saya mau makan McDonalds

day and night

I never thought that when I started working. Amount of the pay won't bother me so much. Working for the sake of passion la katakan. ALahai!

Now, reality really starts biting in. Damn. How I wish my pay would be more. Cannot tahan!

I guess to add salt to the wound. My spending habits is way out of control. And not too mention, some parties that would try to find any opportunity to share the prosperity, if you know what I mean.

Call me a cheapskate but, this who I am.

salah tidur

old people used to say if you woke up with a stiff neck caused by 'salah tidur' *wrong position while sleeping*, then you must beat the pillow. Must beat the demon out of the bantal i guess. I didn't do it because I think the idea is SO ridiculous. Jadi, my neck so sakit now after my afternoon nap is because I didn't follow the cakap orang tua la dis. Huh!

Stiff neck GO AWAY! So uncomfortable

So much for the very anticipated weekend, it is now the end of it. Without anything productive done. As usual the cycle goes on.

Friday, was a lazy day for me. Lazy day even at work. But totally inspirational. Manage to come up with 3 t-shirt designs for my customer a.k.a my sister. haha

Saturday, shopping spree day. Beli2 jangan tak beli. There is still one more thing though that I really want to get my hands on them. Sony A100. That would be a month's pay. ayayaya

Saturday NIGHT! duh..no going out for me. Family Rosary cum gathering. Lotsa kids lotsa food lotsa relatives + AF concert = noisy and dirty house.

So, sunday cleaning and church and afternoon nap...and NOW, I have stiff neck

damn it.

baby girl born with two faces

Hell NO! this is NO joke, this is for real. Check out the pictures! Original pictures people. Source
"Mother Sushma holds her daughter Lali as her husband Vinod Singh stands next to them at their residence in Saini Sunpura, 50 kilometers (31 miles) east of New Delhi, India, Tuesday, April 8, 2008. The baby with two faces, two noses, two pairs of lips and two pairs of eyes was born on March 11 in a northern Indian village, where she is doing well and is being worshipped as the reincarnation of a Hindu goddess, her father said Tuesday. (AP Photo/Gurinder Osan"

literally talam dua muka..go figure!

feeling of inadequacy

"Beauty Magazines will make you think you look fat and ugly"

I guess its kinda true la. How do you feel if you flip through the magazines and saw these

daphne iking

che'nelle

They are SO Smokin' Hot! and they are Sabahans, but why they don't look like pindik-pindik tagap. Well, you might say they are celebrities and they are groomed to look like that.

So, how about them, my real friends, real people, I saw them growing up and they look GOOD.

puzzled? I am. I used to be a-not-more-than-50kg girl. But, now it is so far from reach. Damn! I read Yu Jian's blog on weight issues as well. I guess I am definitely not all alone with this. Yet, I am still not satisfied with what I have. People can look like model, why not me? Or at least be fit.I am the fatty one. And I am so far to being like her..;((..HELP!Hannah Tan

my dream car

Drool..drool..drool. If only. IF ONLY I HAVE the money. I will definitely get this. Lancer 2.oGT

Damn. This baby is definitely a beauty. My last visit to the show room, the interior really wows me even though initially I thought this is only as normal as VIOS.

Boy, how did I get my first impression wrong???

But, no money what to do? I guess must start buying lottery tickets from now onwards. *hoping to hit a jackpot~money falling from sky*

misery is my middle name

tuned my brain into pessimism, not a chance for any optimism, love frowning instead of smiling, and it is time to comment and lament for things around me
Did Sufiah ask for your help?

The Prime Minister's Department and the Malaysian Missionary Foundation (Yadim) will try to assist former child mathematics genius Sufiah Yusof, now aged 23 and fending for herself as a prostitute in Salford, Manchester. They have named this campaign as "Save Sufiah Programme''

Is this a joke! Sufiah is not someone who is 'brain dead' that she can't decide her own future. She probably does not even consider herself as Malaysian as she is settled in London.

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nothing much to say

shitty april fool

damn.
why does when u started earning money, people expect u can afford to pay for almost everything..please pay this, please pay that, u used that therefore u need to pay for it, please pay this for me, please help me to pay this. Nah! take la all. I DON't NEED to USE IT anyway!

and why does people just don't want to listen. I am talking to you! yes YOU! and I mean it. Just don't ignore me. SH*T

and why am I expected to the house chores as if I am the maid of the house. LAUNDRY, DISHES, MEALS...I too, have my own things to do.

I just don't want to live anymore. There is no single thing that could turn out right