A smile

I am surrounded by many people around me. Good people. Happy people. I see people around me. But why do I feel there's a huge void inside of me?

Lonely is the word maybe.

Everyday it is a solitary journey

Happiness just don't happen like that although many say it is an option.

I kept myself busy and occupied until I got burnt out at the end of the day just to make sure I don't realize the void there.

Bad vibes and negative thinking as well as pessimistic thoughts; it kept on charging in.

Sometimes I just wished I never set my foot back to my hometown after I graduated and start my career in another line.

I just want to smile again. A real smile, real happy thoughts from inside.

back off you people

warning: this post is so E.M.O and full of hatred. If you don't like the vibe leave now

I just don't like it when you start talking and you get ignored in a conversation. It's so plainly rude (according to my dictionary)

Me: Eh, I wanna tell you ah.. {got cut out by a yapping voice}
Person : The kedai behind that building ah..bla bla bla

Hello, you are not the only with the story okay?

I just don't like it when you are seeking sympathy and get ignored and even worse being misunderstood. It just hurt a lot more after that rather than not telling anything in the first place. Even making the wound bleed more is when your situation could be the joke of the day

I just don't like it when people start telling you on how to do things. Especially telling that out loud in-your-face and in-front-of everyone as if you are the greatest loser of all time.

Person: Your way to do this, sure can't work one..yada yada yada
Me: Ok2, maybe I can try..

It's the effort that counts and I am not the person who can't be criticized but a little acknowledgment doesn't hurt before the suggestion right? Even better DON'T compare. Everyone has their own way to do things. Just don't act like you are Mr-Know-It-All

So, back off you people. I just hate you all.

Don't agree with what I wrote, don't complain, who ask you to read until the end of the post anyway.

~I also don't like it when I am broke. wawawawawaa~