i killed cupid

for some strange reasons these days, I hate to see pictures of couples in love.

Especially the mushy wushy lovey dovey type.

Be it weddings or just for fun. I just don't like it. *Sorry, no hard feelings to whom I know personally*

It's so cheesy...sorry again.

It's not you, it's just me.

more pink stuff

Ooh. This shall be a short post.

Hi!

I changed my blog layout. It is a lot of pink. I know!

Sorry if you don't like it. Too girly. Yeah, maybe but looks can be deceiving. Haha.

Sweetness in disguise~ perhaps.

Anyway, I wanna sleep now. Nothing nice to blog about these days. Hmmm.

shine like star

biatches, backstabbers, liars, life's like that..

Dream a dream...

teacher by day, hooker by night

wow. I am amazed!

The teacher, a 30-something mother of two, has defended her situation to the principal, arguing what she did in her own time was no concern to him, that it was a private matter and it was not affecting her performance as a teacher. -source

and according to the report, in Auckland, teachers aren't the only one working as prostitutes on their spare time. A policewoman was also involved in this kind of activity 2 years back.

Spare time activity eh? I wonder. haha

What do you have to say when your teacher is a also a prostitute? hmmm...la la la

the innocence of youth

just some random past pictures during some event. This was a story telling competition but this girl have a "talian hayat" a.k.a personal assistant beside her.

The sidekick whispering the story to her ear so that she can say it out loud on the microphone.

Seems that this is another format of story telling competition. *smiles*

*anyway, I have changed my blog layout...but bf said like nothing has changed on my blog also. urgh...susah payah saya tukar sendiri, no download2 blogger template; everything my design using shabby princess stuff, pun tidak kena perasan. blergh*

fuel price most likely to drop

quoted from TheStar today...

Somehow I am very skeptical about that statement.

Abdullah had said that the new price would be decided on the first day of every month and that subsidy will be fixed at RM0.30sen a litre.

Ong gave his assurance of the Government promise that the petrol price would not exceed RM2.70 a litre.

“I feel there is a big possibility there will be a drop (in petrol price) in September, but it depends on the crude oil market in August.

Huh..the very much depends to on something and the what ifs and a helluva of certainty...If not sure don't say first la. We Malaysians are very gullible ones la...*remember the last incident about fuel price hike*. Whether it's gonna be a hike or a decrease, we Malaysians, pledged to be so kay-poh and will be going ga-ga over this matter. *this is something not so new in this country*

Anyway, speaking about fuel reminds me of my car. That poor Viva of mine. No shower for the last one month. *ehehehe...malunya, yes I very pemalas*. The car from far looks fine but if you go near it sure looks very dusty.. Ohohohoho..

Owh ya, I am so gonna make noise about this. When I walked to my car this afternoon after work, I noticed a small spot..the paint came off...SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...my car kena calar..

Well, its small anyway, but I noticed it. It must be the work of some of my STeW-PeeD students....*sorry to call them by that name, but I am so damn pissed off*

I was so angry that I felt my head was pounding and light headed when I reached home.

I am pissed off to the max *what happen today during class added salt to the wound*

While I was driving home, I even thought of quitting my job and go back to studying life...

huh...tomorrow I am SO gonna walk to school...

the school is actually 5 minutes walk from home ba...*ehehehe*

what's with the kawaii-wannabe pose?

It seems that it has taken the world by storm

see my sis profile pic on FS...

and her friend....

and her friend....

and another friend

adui, why is it a craze among tweens??

with that pose they look like they are sisters...*agree with me or not?- sama saja tu muka ni...*

mingkikiut la kunun tu mangkali..muahaha

see what happen if I follow the trend*doiii..sailormoon disaster juga ni....oh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! ugly2*

cursed born as non-malay?

A daughter devastated, a mother with no answers | Apr 17, 08 3:27pm |MalaysiaKini

I am a teacher by profession. I have memorised all the sixteen values 'Nilai-nilai Murni' as a result oftwenty-five years of teaching. We had 'HariAnugerah Cemerlang' in my school. Parents, regardless of race or religion were there to lend support for the programme and at the same timeto motivate the children.
One such student is my own daughter, who scored 12 As, best student of the school. Sheused to wake as early as 4 o'clock in the morning to start preparing for herSPM. When I asked her why she has to take up 12 subjects and 'torture 'herself, she told me, 'I am not a bumiputera like many of my friends.' So the need to take up two extra subjects in order to be on par with her Malayfriends.
Sheapplied for the Program Matrikulasi well before SPM itself. Yesterday was theday she was eagerly waiting because all the applicants will get their replyfrom the matriculation office. While I was in school, my handphone rang. It wasa call from my daughter. When I answered the call she was already sobbing, and I am so silly to think that it was tears of joy.
The sobs turn to cries after she heard my voice - she was devastated, depressed and very disappointed because she failed to get entry into this government-sponsore d programme. She is the eldest in my family. I have another three school goingchildren. May be I am to be blamed because it was me who asked her to study hard, get good results because being an ordinary teacher I can not afford to send her to private colleges.
When I came back after school yesterday afternoon, again I saw tears in her eyes. She asked several questions. 'Is it wrong to get 12 As in SPM? My Malay friends whogot 2As and 3 As got to do the matriculation programme, I am denied. What'swrong? You are also a teacher just like uncle, (my Malay colleague in school) hisson was offered a place although he scored only 5As. Why?' I don't have answers.
Being a teacher, I teach my students to be loyal to the country, to respect the leaders, to obey the laws of the nation and so on. Now I do not know what to say to my daughter. I feel guilty because what I teach in school is actually rubbish, perhaps I need to tell them the reality being a non-Malay citizen ofour nation. For that I need to resign. Please Mr. Prime Minister, may be you have something to tell us.

My thoughts: Well, I guess she is not the first one. I pity her and her daughter. It is totally unfair but being bumiputera like Sabahans doesn't really help much either. Why there should bumiputera and bumiputera sabah dan sarawak. Are we second class bumis?