why I can't sleep?

Pengumuman : saya tidak boleh tidur.

[that's why this is one weird post]

feeling of inadequacy

"Beauty Magazines will make you think you look fat and ugly"

I guess its kinda true la. How do you feel if you flip through the magazines and saw these

daphne iking

che'nelle

They are SO Smokin' Hot! and they are Sabahans, but why they don't look like pindik-pindik tagap. Well, you might say they are celebrities and they are groomed to look like that.

So, how about them, my real friends, real people, I saw them growing up and they look GOOD.

puzzled? I am. I used to be a-not-more-than-50kg girl. But, now it is so far from reach. Damn! I read Yu Jian's blog on weight issues as well. I guess I am definitely not all alone with this. Yet, I am still not satisfied with what I have. People can look like model, why not me? Or at least be fit.I am the fatty one. And I am so far to being like her..;((..HELP!Hannah Tan