Wednesday, August 08, 2007

celtic horoscope..kinda funny

check this out..why I am a CEdaR Tree pula..christmas tree better ..more decorations..hehe

You Are A Cedar Tree

You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious.
Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion.
You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess.
You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature.
You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others.

i will survive...

if anyone had watch Alladin and the magic lamp before, you must remember the genie who can really grant your wish. But be careful...your thoughts in your head is as powerful as the wish that you asked the genie to fullfill.


Thinking of the bad things that might come your way wont do u any good as to avoid these things. Morever, if there is any contemplation and hesitation that you had in making any decision, STICK to your FIRST choice.


The last time i change my mind to make a decision at the last time almost took away my life and I might not be able to share this with you all now.


The decision made to go out that night made just five minutes before my friends suppose to pick me up. Earlier I had hesitated and told them that I don't wanna join them because my instinct just wouldn't let me but my mind says I need to loosen up and let my hair down that night. So, eventually I went. I still remember that Gold Perdana. 5 people inside *well I only know one of them only and the rest is the friends of my friend- and at upper Penang Road, we meet up with a few more people.


Well, everything was fine that night. Fun, Loud, as usual. A few drinks won't kill. But I am very sober *just don't feel to be intoxicated*.Almost dawn, my friends suppose to fetch me back first but due to so many excuses their want to detour the journey back so we end up using another road. OK..now the drama part begins.


I sat at the back in the middle of the car, I am in between my two friends. The driver I do not know what was his problem...*conclusion-he is driving recklessly*.The car tend to swerve from the lane that we are suppose to be on; and the driver is busy on his phone. Thinking that everthing will still be ok, none of us really did remind the driver to be careful ; *WELL..that was a BIG mistake!


At one traffic light, the driver overtook a car and speed up the hill like mad. The last thing that I saw before the crash was a sequence of Sharp Corner sign...then all of us thrown to the left as the car swerve at the 90 degree corner to the right*no brakes!..the car was SO fast*..at the end of the corner there was a concrete wall as the next corner is turning left..Can you imagine we goin straight to the wall! I thought it was the end of my life if it was a head on impact..But the driver manage to swerve the car to the other direction and to our horror the car is goin straight to people's house.


Just about to crash, the car hit the road divider, flew and terbalik...landed hard, made the roof to cave in upon us...cermin pecah...with such momentum the car still moved forward despite it had turn turtle. I can only hear the screeching sound of metal against the road..And lastly one big crash on the someone's concrete fence. Everything went black.


*silence*


When I open my eyes, I just felt my forehead and bridge of my nose painful. Touch it, felt wet. Then I only saw one opening with blood drops and kaca lying around. I thought I was trapped inside but when I try to move and go out through the opening. At that moment, I thought I was a spirit already but THANK GOD.. I survived..and the blood drops i saw earlier wasnt mine, my friend's- she was a little unfortunate. Everyone survived though. Damn, I hate the driver so much now! I hope he was the one got injured and not my friend...innocent people kena.


The next drama about going to the hospital and trauma of post accident no need to be told la. To those who read this remember...


1) It is really worthy to stay alert in a car even though you are a passenger. Be cautious as though you are the driver * It saved my life because I braced myself before the impact*

2) Do wear seatbelts even you are sitting at the back, you will never know when you will be in such situation

3) If the driver is driving recklessly, tell the driver and ask to drive carefully..or let someone else fitter to drive...or if no solution..just get down from the car. Your life is only one..Don't put it at risk.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

who is this girl?



who is this Aya Matsura? No matter what pixs i put she will be on top of the list.

interview interview..

Everyone got called by the government to go for interview. Teachers-to-be all are on their toes.. But I haven't got my letter yet. O Oh!

Keeping my fingers crossed so that tomorrow I will receive the most precious and anticipated letters for months....

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

currently

Mood: Blank..totally empty as a vessel
State: Listening to El Impacto *torturing my eardrums with the heavy bass of latin inspired hip hop music*
What's in my head: Dilemma..dilemma ...dilemma..dilemma..
I dunno since when I can be like this. Just can't make up my mind over things.

Should I change my tics goin back to Penang from Sunday to next Friday?
Should I go and work here in Sabah or in KL?
Should I get a tattoo or not?
Should I this/ should I that....Blah!...So INdEcisIve..

This is totally a crossroad that is so easy to be faced on ..that is just make the damn decision. But I just can't stick to ONE. Will forever be changing it... ARGH!

GOD, Help me..or at least send someone to help me..

Friday, July 13, 2007

so not used to this...

What a hectic long day. Interview..meeting prospects..a workout session..I like it when I am busy..Also, to start my day...Went to have a hair cut *again* for the 3rd time in this few weeks. (I seem can't be satisfies with my hair now its REALLY short); I dunno how will i look like with the mortar board on my head in my graduation photo with super short hair...eeee. I'll look like a boy..dun wan dun wan! SO much for trying to achieve ala Rihanna-and-Victoria-Beckham bob...the inverted bob..so called "IN" hair style for summer according to mags...I ended up being halfway there...adui..conclusion..not so inverted bob i have, look more like a mushroom head...*sigh*/ Now just gotta wait to grow long la.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

FOX HOTEL

One of the rooms...well, pink lovers ..eat your heart out! Pink in every corner...More on foxhotel.com

Redrum
Monday
Pico-pico

I bet you have never seen hotel rooms as nice as this. How nice if my room can be decorated as nice as these rooms..Those 3 rooms above were designed by one designer from Norway and I think his design is the coolest. I really LOVE the red room..Redrum

and figure this...
“…And heavy-hooded eyes inside her black hair / Shined at me from the depths of her hair deepest black / While my fingers pushed into her straight black hair / Pulling her black hair back from her happy heart-shaped face…”
“…To kiss her milk-white throat, a dark curtain of black hair / Smothered me, my lover with her beautiful black hair / The smell of it is heavy. It is charged with life / On my fingers the smell of her deep black hair…”-- Nick Cave”

Does the words fit the image of these rooms..creativity at work!

and I wonder who design this room...ahaha

Monday, July 09, 2007

Mak Make Make-U Make Up!

Make up make up...u just dunno how these little wonders can do to you. Yeah, I mean it..just take a look at these pictures. Even if you are naked make up can dress you up (and down) hehe. Fyi, the make up used for these is MAC cosmetics.. MAC rules!
this is hot~ check out the smoldering eyes created! love the hair also
oooh..ooh..barbie barbie..I wanna be one..(yikes speaking like a b***h here)
and oh.. I dunno how many people are educated about the fact that TESTERS on make up counters...yes TESTERS. should not be tested on ur face.cos they are many ways to test make up by not putting on the face...because..of hygienic purposes.I mean imagine this, those testers or samples that were put on your precious skin especially on the face had been tested by not one but by many2 hands~and God only knows what those hand had been touching before...EWWWWWWW!

NOt onli dat, the other day I went Watson at CP, there is a bunch of girls putting on make up...well not using THEIR make up but using the tester in WAtSOn...dolling themselves up inside the shop WITH the testers...ewwwwww..and walk out with face full of contaminated make up...hahaha ..so much of wanting to be BEAUTIFUL...they are also BACTERIA-full! hehehe

why o why?

A trip to KK used to be breezy and easy. But now if i were to take the normal jalan from Tamparuli to KK..aiyo sakit kepala o..not onli dat the road is not smooth. the unexpected bumps and holes is SO agonizing. When its just about time I hit the gas pedal to go on 80km/h and more, suddenly I have to hit the break cos of the constructions. Kesian my tender breast (well thanks to the hormone cycle of women) sakit cos of the bumpy road. . . terumbang ambing to maintain its inertia..haha. .and summore where you can find somewhere that they call "highway" but there's a gravel patch somwhere and can make ur car shake as if there earth is moving on a Richter Scale...Why O Why? The road construction that is supposed to be finished by next month doesnt look like it gonna finish on time..and could prolong the agony of road users along Jalan Tuaran...

Thursday, June 28, 2007

A meaningful one

Read and you will agree with me...


STOP COMPARING
By Bo Sanchez
Jun 24, 2007



We live in a pathologically dissatisfied world. And I'm going to tell
you why. Because we love to compare. Go around the world and discover
that people aren't happy with their bodies.


Filipinos want to be fair-complexioned like Westerners, and so buy
bleaching stuff. Westerners want to own bronzed bodies like ours, and
so
purchase tanning lotions.


Those with moles have them removed, while those who don't strategically
implant beauty spots.


Some people want to shed a few pounds to look like Ally McBeal, while
others want to gain some baby fat to look like Drew Barrymore.


When are we ever going to stop and simply be happy with how we look?
We live in a sick world. I tell you. And that sickness is
comparisonitis. Take a look at wealth. When we drive our old Toyota , it
really suits us fine. We feel blessed in fact when the rain pours
outside and we feel snug and cozy on its faded upholstered seats.


But the moment we see our own officemate (or neighbor, or buddy, or
cousin, or brother) drive his sleek sky-blue, four-door,
four-wheel-drive Rav4, we automatically feel like third class children
of God.
Next time we drive our bumpy, noisy, rusted, dilapidated Toyota (notice
how all the defects come out all of a sudden?), we feel deprived,
dispossessed, pariah, debased, and only a little higher than the
insects
of the earth.


Listen carefully. Bill Gates' total assets are worth $60 billion.
That's more than the GNP of some small countries. Tiger Woods earns $80
million simply by smiling on TV in a Nike shirt. And the stars of the
sitcom Friends are paid $50,000 per episode! My point? No matter how
hard you work, there'll still be some people who will be richer than
you
are.


And there'll be some people who will be more beautiful, have more sex
appeal, have more boyfriends/girlfrie nds, and have more problems.
Try it for once. Stop looking around. Don't compare!


Don't compare her nose with your nose.
Don't compare his wife with your wife.
Don't compare his salary with your salary.
Don't compare her breast size with your breast size.
Don't compare her kid's report card with your kid's report card.
Don't compare his prayer group with your prayer group.
Don't compare her/his cellulite deposits with your cellulite deposits.


Stop comparing and start living and you'll be happier with your life.


This is crucial: The most difficult thing in the world is to be who you
are not. Pretending and trying to be someone else is the official
pastime of the human race. (I don't think dogs and cats and cows and
horses have this problem).


And the easiest thing in the world is to be yourself.
Be happy. Live!


There must be a reason why God made you tall or short or fat or thin or
bumpy all over.


Love who you are!



Got this from a friend..found it very TRUE yet most of us neglect it all the time *including me*

Friday, June 22, 2007

it ALL started with a kiss








It started with a kiss? Really ka? Does it really happen that way..Real life maybe no..But in soap opera..of course it can..haha.


I am just so hooked up with the Taiwanese Drama Series. It started with a kiss..channel AEC..NOt only that the guy is SO Cool and cute..the girl who is the heroin also acted very well..bringing out naiveness and clumsiness to the next level...just love her antics..and being two diff ppl came together as a couple..THe whole scene is just SO SWEET.and I believe real life situation can also bring two really different people together...hmm..I dunno since when I turned so mushy wushy this..haha..just love TV SO much these days* For fans of this series too, u can check the review here ..and be ready for the spoiler..haha

and another one

recently..well not so recent..the "jalan-jalan kerana bosan" has been held. A trip to the northern tip of BOrneO..with the opening act here..THe evER classiC Post of the "TIP"


I got that island within my "fingertips"!
sisters
dirty car..very dirty car..the trip was nice but the road was bumpy and cuaca gila2..rain then hot..wet then dusty...the result; DIRTY CAR!

check out the signboard.. I think the spelling for Billiard..directly written in Malay was very funny..squint ur eyes and find the funny spelling..talk abt malaysianizing english to the max..Kudat is one of the place..hehe
ONe of the stalls we singgah on our way back..all the goods kena hang like dat..cute huh?

A must-take-picture-pose!

It was hot and sticky and windy..but the pantai there very nice..If there will be a resort nearby there in the near time soon. The tourism in Kudat will surely be given a boost!

yet another un-updated one

wedding lagi..this time my aunt's..feast ur eyes with our beauty (pics below)...haha..cantik ka sumandak2 tamparuli?

behold ur roots...proud of our culture sampai go church pun pakai..*actually kena paksa ba dat*

my aunt and her husband..

"with this ring..u are obliged to jaga me till death do us part..haha" kidding!my friend Judith and her husband also got married dat day.. CONGRATS!


my dad's car jadi kereta pengantin .. these 4wd drive mmg fave for kereta pengantin la ..dat day..4 out of 5 couples came to church in 4wd cars
my cousins with their flowers trying to b cute

check out the sword!

aramai ti!

mengumpat tyme..haha..nah kedapatan..haha

Monday, June 18, 2007

the un-updated news..

Well, well..this are some un-updated news...benefiting only to those who are curious to know what has been happening to me since i left my hey-days being a student.. School Holidays last month means kahwen-kahwin time..Of cos not me la.. These are some pictures from my cousin's ..koyo..dunno wat his muslim name already that..lupa..wedding was in Tambunan..


*If you happen to notice...our family "size" isn't small..literally..haha..get it? take a look urself.. :P