lamentations ~again

First day of school, which I don't really...uhm..looking forward to. Even teachers can be so lazy at times. As for me, like almost every time. Hah!

I planned to blog about how was my holiday went. But, the mood just vanish like that when I browse through other people's blogs and facebook pages. Hmm, so much of being a busybody eh?

Why? I shouldn't compare my life with others, but I did. I shouldn't compare how much achieve to others, but I did. I shouldn't compare how do I look with others, but I did.

Being human *and I think also being ungrateful* has made me to forget that being happy in life is just actually a simple option between a YES and a NO.

One can't always that everything and everyone can't always have that something.

I guess God has His own plan for keeping me away for the last holiday. Was away for a reason. And I think I should not keep my nose in the matter which had happen for the past 3 weeks.

On another note, I tried out for the selection of Pertisa Unduk Ngadau yesterday. Initially the information given was that we have to dress up with normal dress only.

FML!!!

Lo and behold, half of who came; came in evening gowns. It was 2pm in the afternoon at a open air hall. Hmmmmm..very wrong!

But I guess the existence of beings in princess-y outfit always make your best dress will look like baju tidur only. So, as expected the girls who were in nice clothes were chosen ~ walaupun sesetengahnya kelihatan seperti tapir. Haha * saya jahat, saya tau*

And also, meet some bangas faces also. I don't understand la this people. Sudah dapat crown at one place mau juga sibuk in competition for ikan bilis saja. *shake my head*

Kalau sudah jadi ikan emas with tiara setinggi gunung tu, bagi peluang la ba sama ikan bilis sama ikan koruk...kami pun mau pakai tiara kunun.

Eiiii... tamaha!

Ok, until the next post. I want to go and pray to God now to thank Him and be grateful for that I am born to be the ikan bilis type.

After all, gratitude leads to happiness.