Its when you need things done your way but people will just question it. Why do you need this? Why do you want that? Why? Why? Can't I just have it my way? and now it turns out that I am not having this celebration for myself but for others.
Everything I worked on. Everywhere, be it anything. Work, personal, for the future. It will be questioned. Can't I just have it my way? Jadi apa lah saya punya kewujudan ni kalau semua pun mo kana query...
Support? Fuck support
Career? Fuck career
Wedding? Fuck the wedding prep.
I am in a mess now and totally sunburnt. I have till Thurs to be baked in and out.
If I am to pack and leave right now and leave everything and everyone. I wouldn't miss anything or anyone.
Everyone can just go to hell.