"Eh, I haven't seen you for quite some time, you gained weight already la.."
That is not something new to me. I do have 2 big mirrors in my room and several others around the house.
As a matter of fact, I , now, purposely avoid my long-time-no-see friends from meeting up with me face to face. Low self esteem. Yes and I just don't want to endure the moments of being told the fact that I already know.
I KNOW how I look like. And YES, I do REALIZE it! I guess I don't need a second opinion for that matter.
See.. people just don't understand sometimes. Telling someone, especially a girl that they are fat is like slapping them with a diaper full of shit.
We, or rather me (I) don't like it!
Usually those who are not considerate with their words is usually people who never get fat, never been to my shoes, never been eating so much in their life and enjoying it because all they do is eat chicken food.
Sigh~ this is not the first time I am ranting about weight issues.
I weigh 57kg. I have tummy like tyres, lipat-lipat sana sini. I have double chin. My cheeks is chubby. My thigh is enourmous macam batang kelapa, arms flabby. If you see me in a bikini, you will think that I am middle aged, retired body builder with a beer belly. I eat like a pig, I adore sasau fan and saunyuk too. Sleeping and watching tv is my favourite past time.
And yes I am fat.
Puas hati? Saya gumuk bah.
~ but I am still pretty..muahahaha