No matter how hard I denied it. It is actually the best term to define the state I am in now.
I am practically in a bad mood almost every day. Maybe the hormones talking. Hmmm. I don't think so.
Suffering from low self esteem and also very very very broke at the same time. Things are not helping.
Looking at the mirror, I hate the girl I saw in the mirror. I am not tall and I am chubby. I have been delaying the get-fit regime too long. Time is running out. March and April, I need to be a bridesmaid for my my friends' wedding.
April event is still okay, still got time to "diet mati". March, ARGHHHHH!!!!! Macam mana la? The other girls tu semua kurus-kurus and tinggi-tinggi. Imagine air-stewardess type of girls. T_T..... huhuhu
Rambut kering, muka flaking, arms flabby, segala yang buruk lah.
The time when I need to turn to healthy food is so wrong lah, the early-year stress is always asking me to turn to comfort food.
I don't eat then I will eat people.
Joan is in a very low self esteem mode....hmpph.
At least this pig has a crown over her head...huhu. That should boost her self esteem