Lonely is the word maybe.
Everyday it is a solitary journey
Happiness just don't happen like that although many say it is an option.
I kept myself busy and occupied until I got burnt out at the end of the day just to make sure I don't realize the void there.
Bad vibes and negative thinking as well as pessimistic thoughts; it kept on charging in.
Sometimes I just wished I never set my foot back to my hometown after I graduated and start my career in another line.
I just want to smile again. A real smile, real happy thoughts from inside.