well, i have been at my workstation since this morning trying to settle the mess caused by the makcik. yes I kept blaming her for almost everything. Peduli apa saya.
at this moment, the Maths paper is on going and I need to channel my negative thoughts here sebab saya stres ni sekarang, if not I want to go makan for comfort and it wont do me any good.
At 1610 hours the paper started and I went for my rounds. I totally can feel that there will be something wrong.
3 classes complained they don't have enough papers. So, walking or rather almost running in my heels, I have to go to and fro from the classes to check for extra papers to redistribute them.
And yet...there are like 4 students without exam papers. That moment was like OMG!!
1) I have no extra questions anymore.
2) I only have the leftovers which means the cacat papers all stacked together that is
I have no choice but to rummage in the cacat papers to make 4 sets. Have to do it at the corridor. OPEN AIR.
That time, the storm is coming, wind getting stronger. DANG!!!!! I wanna scream because of the pressure. I just don't know where the heck that the will power came to calm my nerves.
A colleague passed by, asked him help to take stapler. He just walked away and asked me to call somebody else. Felt like shouting. But never mind la, I just don't have time for that.
Sweating like hell, I persevere because there's nothing much I can do except to get this done by my own.
Luckily I did. Phew!
But why am I still not relieved. I am still fuming mad.